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	<title>The sequel to me... &#187; red ink</title>
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		<title>Abandoned&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.joelsmith.name/2009/06/24/abandoned/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 24 Jun 2009 07:23:13 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Joel Smith</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I'm the winner of cards I can't play.....]]></description>
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		<title>Don&#8217;t let me be your Hollywood&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.joelsmith.name/2008/05/22/dont-let-me-be-your-hollywood/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 22 May 2008 15:55:47 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Joel Smith</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[get over me]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[high]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[sniff]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[I can do whatever you want to,  I can make a movie star out of you.
Wipe your nose and set out for the stage. Charge the lines. Fill the rows. Sniff.
Get lost in the music, the glamorous life. Turn up the speakers. Turn down the fright.
&#8220;Fame&#8221;. &#8220;Fortune&#8221;. Is this life?
Such a rush to know that [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I want it back&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.joelsmith.name/2008/05/04/i-want-it-back/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 04 May 2008 06:47:02 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Joel Smith</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[red ink]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[destiny]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[hidden]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[time]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[I  am at a loss for words because my mind full of memories is taking every ounce of energy to conjure them up that no words can be produced. I scream from the bottom of my lungs, but nothing comes out. I scream for the strength to scream louder. For the moment of silent [...]]]></description>
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		<title>By such a smiling sweetheart</title>
		<link>http://www.joelsmith.name/2008/05/03/by-such-a-smiling-sweetheart/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 03 May 2008 18:33:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Joel Smith</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[red ink]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[kooks]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[love this]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[naive]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[






&#8220;Naive&#8221;
I&#8217;m not saying its your fault
Although you could have done more
Oh you&#8217;re so naive yet so
How could this been done
By such a smiling sweetheart.
Ohh and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly world
Something so beautiful.
Ohh that every time I look inside
I know, she knows that i&#8217;m not fond of asking
True or false, it may [...]]]></description>
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		<title>To amaze the soul is to understand reason.</title>
		<link>http://www.joelsmith.name/2008/04/28/to-amaze-the-soul-is-to-understand-reason/</link>
		<comments>http://www.joelsmith.name/2008/04/28/to-amaze-the-soul-is-to-understand-reason/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 28 Apr 2008 05:01:21 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Joel Smith</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[amaze]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[emotion]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[fight]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[living]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[reason]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[struggle]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[Living&#8230;
Living day to day can be intricate, woven, and deep. Living can be an escape from reality. Living can show you how human you really are. Living can really just&#8230;.hurt.
I don&#8217;t mean to escape, yet I do. I don&#8217;t mean to run, but yet, I do. I&#8217;ve been here before. Just like last time, I [...]]]></description>
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		<title>harrowing undulation&#8230;.</title>
		<link>http://www.joelsmith.name/2008/01/28/harrowing-undulation/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 28 Jan 2008 08:04:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>four1seven</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[black ink]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[red ink]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[white ink]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[divide]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[forever]]></category>
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You know what&#8230;.
1. I&#8217;ll never cheat on you.
2. I&#8217;ve never given you a reason not to trust me.
3. I&#8217;ve always loved you with all my heart.
4. I&#8217;ve changed for you, for the better.
5. I planned Forever with you&#8230;
It&#8217;s amazing how extremely fast a seemingly perfect world can change. A flutter of a shutter and everything [...]]]></description>
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		<title>lack of warmth&#8230;.</title>
		<link>http://www.joelsmith.name/2008/01/26/lack-of-warmth/</link>
		<comments>http://www.joelsmith.name/2008/01/26/lack-of-warmth/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 26 Jan 2008 06:47:05 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>four1seven</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[red ink]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[chest]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[head]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[heartbeat]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[love]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[warmth]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[this is mid myspace message -
&#8220;i do agree that is an aspect of love, but that isn&#8217;t in my hands. i&#8217;m the cold one, i&#8217;m the low. I&#8217;m in need of warmth. Warmth is something that isn&#8217;t predefined by heat, or passion. To me, it&#8217;s something more, it&#8217;s familiarity and memories, it&#8217;s the head on [...]]]></description>
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		<title>It&#8217;s the wrong&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.joelsmith.name/2008/01/25/its-the-wrong/</link>
		<comments>http://www.joelsmith.name/2008/01/25/its-the-wrong/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 25 Jan 2008 19:54:27 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>four1seven</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[red ink]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA["he tastes like you only sweeter"]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[&#8230;.that makes the words come to life!
Everything is falling apart, or so it seems&#8230;.one minute &#8211; love, passion, fire, energy, obsession. The next &#8211; disgust, distrust, apathy, discouragement, shit&#8230;.torture.
Yet, I sit here and smile that everything is going to be ok. That&#8217;s fucking wrong.
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		<title>Thanks for the memories&#8230;.</title>
		<link>http://www.joelsmith.name/2008/01/25/thanks-for-the-memories/</link>
		<comments>http://www.joelsmith.name/2008/01/25/thanks-for-the-memories/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 25 Jan 2008 18:37:19 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>four1seven</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[red ink]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[fuck]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[one night]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[thanks for the memories]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m stumbling through momentary consciousness. Ineptly hoping to remember what I&#8217;ve done. Smothered in the thoughts and processes of conjured dramatics. I can&#8217;t stand to alienate my true being for something that means so little. I can&#8217;t breath. It&#8217;s even getting harder to think. It builds up calmly, soothingly and then bombards your mind with [...]]]></description>
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		<title>No editing, just proliferating text&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.joelsmith.name/2008/01/24/no-editing-just-proliferating-text/</link>
		<comments>http://www.joelsmith.name/2008/01/24/no-editing-just-proliferating-text/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 24 Jan 2008 19:49:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>four1seven</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[red ink]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[battle]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[fight]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[life]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[losing]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[risk]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[why?]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[I don&#8217;t understand how the extremes work so rapidly. Aimlessly wondering about and then awe-stricken and headed in the opposite direction in moments flat! Not even &#8220;headed&#8221; in that direction, just like there were a lapse in time, you&#8217;re there. So quickly, so boldly, so quick to exhale all the pretensions you exhort. I love [...]]]></description>
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