I want it back…

I am at a loss for words because my mind full of memories is taking every ounce of energy to conjure them up that no words can be produced. I scream from the bottom of my lungs, but nothing comes out. I scream for the strength to scream louder. For the moment of silent that you can actually hear me. So clear its still unheard.

I’ve been waiting for the longest time. I’ve been waiting for this silence for the longest time.
I’ve been saving. I’ve been saving my words for this momentous line.
Everything is said so clearly but you can’t focus clearly because of my current shine.
Everything is mentioned in the room where you can see the sky.
I’ve been facing. I’ve been facing the mirror for the longest time.
I’m still waiting. I’m still waiting for this lovestruck guy.
We’ve been waiting. we’ve been waiting for this moment for all our lives.

I’m kept subtly hidden from anything deeper than the 2nd circle.

I can’t focus clearly, even with my own shine.
I keep promising myself I’ll never be fine.

And no matter what anyone else says, that will always be my line.

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