I don’t understand how the extremes work so rapidly. Aimlessly wondering about and then awe-stricken and headed in the opposite direction in moments flat! Not even “headed” in that direction, just like there were a lapse in time, you’re there. So quickly, so boldly, so quick to exhale all the pretensions you exhort. I love the risky, malcontent life but just as most people, including you, you need that anchor every now and again. Lately, our anchor chain is not long enough to reach the shallows to hold us steady for a brief dock. Lord help us…even though I don’t believe in you.
Faith is hard to find in the shallows, there is no risk, no instability. The depths hold the darkness that you memories and mind long for.
I want to be good man.
